I am so unbelievably tired of pain. I used to be an optimist. I could always see a silver lining. I could always joke and laugh but now am in so much pain I can do neither. My back hurts. Bladder pain is almost unbearable today. It’s my turn for dishes and I hurt and don’t want to move. I stand up and my back spasms. Sucks, because I have to stand up and go to pee all the damn time. It is a vicious cycle. It’s cold today and I started a fire in the fireplace. Ok, so I tried but hurt too bad to continue so my son did it for me. How horrible that my son is better at building a fire in the fireplace than I am. He’s such a good boy. Emilee is out babysitting. She’s coming home later with her boyfriend. He’s nice. I think I like him. He’s so tall and gangly though. But, my dog is starting to like him. So he’s ok. If Bingo didn’t start to like him then Devin would have to go. LOL. Justin has a buddy over spending the night tonight. OK, a cousin, but they are great friends. I have pain meds at Walgreen’s to pick up and might get to do it today. I don’t know yet. Have to see how much $ hubby has when he gets home.
Tags: back pain, Bladder, Chronic Pain, Degenerative Disc Disease, Fibromyalgia, hurt, hurting., IC, Interstitial Cystitis, money, Pain, Pain Meds, Pain Pills, Severe Pain, STRESS
January 8, 2009 at 3:38 pm |
It is hard I know..especially at this time of year when you need to keep warm. How did your daughter’s surgery go?
January 8, 2009 at 5:33 pm |
Emilee’s surgery has been rescheduled until January 19th at 7:30 AM. She is in pain and very nervous and upset that she will miss school for at least a few days and that he may have to open her knee up to do the work if she needs ‘hardware’ to fix her ACL and Meniscus. She is borderline “bitchey” with everyone and I understand but she and her Daddy have just been clashing BAD while she’s being so mean. He has been too. Funny, maybe the hubby has PMS.